I am in a 'thinking about the future mood' right now. I think it is a combination of watching LOST with them skipping through time and past/present/future and a conversation I had today with a friend. (My point here is I prompted the future conversation with my friend because of watching LOST and thinking) I asked her, "If you could see into the future, would you want to and why?" As she was answering I was thinking honestly about IF I could would I? I came to the conclusion that if I could see into the future I would like to pick only a few things to see and not everything, because I want to be surprised. I actually would really love to know if we will be able to have a baby. Because right now I am working part time because the plan is for me to quit when I have a baby. But, if I can't have a baby then maybe I would focus more on my career. I feel like I am wasting time. Should I start thinking about my career or should I stick to the plan? hmm, I don't know........................
So, if you could see into the future would you?
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
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Yes...I feel the same as you. I want to know if and when we'll have a baby, because it's so frustrating. My sister-in-law just got pregnant with her 2nd (and she's 2 years younger than me)..it seems like everyone else my age is pregnant with their 2nd or 3rd. I'm starting to get really depressed because I want it to be my turn! I want to know how to plan, and I know you can't plan your life out..but with teaching, it's good to be able to plan to have babies in the summers. I'm hoping maybe God is planning to give us a baby when I have a better teaching position..but who really knows. I just pray every single night. I got put on thyroid medicine because a new doctor determined that was my problem...so hopefully that helps. Sorry, didn't mean to vent..I've just been so emotional lately and not sure where to let it out!!
ReplyDeleteGood luck to you, and keep praying!!